;i keep up with a fake smile, wanting you to notice me;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, REUBEN! <333
- may ALL your dreams come true. hope ure doing GREAT there(
weeeee(: and i noe, ure coming BACk to SPORE soooooon! LALALAAAA. come back soon, da ge.
iMISSyou loads! ((:
ALRIGHTS people! im FINALLY FREEEEEEE now.
free from that ~~fuckedup~~ bitch. NAHAHAS(x
its my LAST day ytd. so HAPPPPYYYYY((:
i dont hafta see her FACE anymore. YAY! kinda miss ana and sammy)):
anyway, SLACKING at home now. so BORED. RAHHHHH!
i wan DONUTS! -raffles city and VIVO.
i wan BELT. -orange and LIME GREEN((:
i wan CRUMPLER bag. -sling or shoulder.?
~~dammit.~~ seems like my WANT-list is getting LONGER uh.
joanne, i BET yours is getting longer too((:.
NAHAHAS(x

20032007.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, FION! <33 -stay HAPPY and SMILE always. ((:
RAHHHHH!
FINALLY uh. im FREEEEE from OG.
and those SICK peeps. =\
anyway, intending to work til SAT, but that ~~bitch~~ dontwan uh.
this is how i told her.

me: er.. meiling ar, i can only work til this week uh.
meiling: WHY leh.? ( DIAOs me)
me: cos my mum says my pay deduct away the transportation fee and my expenses spend on food, i wont be earning much. might as well i stay at home. ya, like that loh.
meiling: orh. ok lor. (giving me a look as though i MADE that up)

after i come back from the toilet, meifen asked me when i wana quit.? i say SAT, so she tell meiling i can work til SAT. den she look at the schedule, ( im standing beside her) she told meihua, "tel her work til today, dont hafta come to work tmr alrdy." WTF. hello auntie? im just beside you lah. damnyou. cant u just tel me directly.? F U C K.
anyway, im FREEEE(:
enough of yer nonsense uh, ~~bitch~~.
metup with GLENDAAAAA. she's my BIATCH.
FINALLY im free uh. and its been only 2wks, yer HAIR. LOLOL(x anyway, i stil LOVEEEEyou lah.
dont grow TALLER uh. yesyes! FINALLY, same height as CAILING. dont be so happy. ure stil SHORT. BWAHHHAAAAS! xD
oops=X ohh, anyway, yer hair looks like xiao gui's hair lah. HAHAS. COOOOOOL(:
SHOP around. -raffles city, OG.
donuts at raffles city are really sell-able uh.? such LONGGGGGGG queue.
gonna try them someday(:
went back to OG as a CUSTOMER uh. like FINALLY. NAHAHAHAS(x
anyway, shopped around. played COMPUTER GAMES. -spot the difference, find the monkey, puzzle.
okay, that game's NICE. it KILLS time uh. HAHA. right, glendaaaa.?
waited fer glenda while she went to look fer cailing. so DUMB of you lah. didnt know she's at CUSTOMER SERVICE. (x
saw a BELT. -ORANGE and LIME GREEN. its super COOOOOOL lah. i wan it! CONFIRM! :DDD
saw DIANA. -chit chatted.
HOME sweet HOME((:

19032007.
super boring day. WOKE up damn early. cos got the stupid meeting by that stupid ~~ARSE~~.
oops=X NAHAHAHAS. im sorry dearest, didnt mean to make you wait and make her SAY it OUT during the meeting. guess we really mei yuan uh. LOLOL(x
kena SAY lor. starting of the day. BOOO!
WHATEVER lah. say all u want. RAHHHHH! =\
anyway, quite SLACK during weekdays uh. HAHA.
weilun and his fren, weilong came. ((:
THANKS(:
BAHH! JASON came too. on SUNDAY. NAHAHAS(x
we're damn LAME lahh. glad u didnt spill the BEANS out in yer BLOGGG uh.
HOME sweet HOME. what a TIRING day it is. all wornout. =S

- perhaps LOVE. ((:

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;