;i keep up with a fake smile, wanting you to notice me;

weeeee(:
i noe i didnt update fer LONGGGG longggg time.
NAHAHAS(x
sorry peeps. been working from morning til late nights.
damn tired. =\ RAHHHHH!
anyway, its my OFF today.! LOLOLOL.
went to j8, saw wenjin today. -chit-chatted((:
went back to SR ; secret recipe. NAHAHAS(x
they asked me to START work IMMEDIATELY lah. so FUNNY.
but im in shorts, the manager asked me to go back and change into jeans.
BUT! HAHA. i didnt. lucy jie came back alrdy! from TAIWAN! ((:
miss those ppl thr lah. they're stil so funny. and ZHIYIN! LALALAA.
i dontwan wear so sexy to work uh, zhiyin. (x
walked around, SHOP-ed.
bought NAILcolours again! weeeeee(:
and POLO tee. lalalalaaa. ((:

16032007.
dammit. morning shift again. stupid lah.
cailing's OFF. damn super. fuck. ARGHHHH! and now, my timing is TOTALLY different from CAILING lah.
farking supervisor. darnit. RAHHHHHH!
was wiping the shelves and all, cos my colleague asked me to wipe it when i reach thr in the morning.
but i only started wiping at ard 11 plus 12. and my stupid super say ive been cleaning it fer the WHOLE aftnn, since i reach. WTF. nvm, she even scolded my colleague fer not teaching me. cos i placed my stuff on her table. WAH LAO! no one told me that the table is HERS lor, and its in the storeroom, how the hell i noe its yers.? and the table is COVERED with a PLASTIC. who will know.? i TOT its a FURNITURE. so i put it thr lah. shit her. F U C K F U C K F U C K!

MEILING, pls lah huh. if u wan, scold me. dont scold meifen. she's innocent ok.? GET a LIFE lah. say so LOUD, u noe i was near, stil say so loud. if u wana let me hear it, den just SCOLD me personally lah! FARKyou.
GET a LIFE lah. im stil putting up with yer NONSENSE uh, and im RESIGNING real SOOOOON. and pls, who'll stay in their jobs fer 25yrs except teachers.? and come on, go BACK to school lah. i tink u nd to study on HOW TO IMPROVE TO BECOME A BETTER SUPERVISOR SO THAT YOU CAN WORK WELL WITH YER EMPLOYEES uh. and IMPROVE on yer ENGLISH please. i know u started work at the age of 16, 25yrs is enough fer you le. 25yrs den become SENIOR SUPERVISOR. HAHAHA. burger took dontnoe how long to become one ok. less than 25yrs DEFINITELY. thr's no such word called DEVILERY ok? its DELIVERY can. come on, go back to school. this is the result of not studying uh. HAHAHA! fuckedup BITCH! and PLAN our schedule can.? we're not yer DOGS, u ask us to come, we come. you asked us to go, we go. hello.? we're HUMANS too, we got our own tings to plan too. if you nvaa schedule us, how are we gonna plan our tings.? and why can u tok when ure working.? and not US.? we're HUMANS too can.? no customers also cannot talk. eh, to HELLLL with you lah. go BRUSH up on yer STUDIES and ENGLISH lah. RAHHHHH!

pardon me fer my language people. im really pissed off with that senior supervisor of mine.
walked around. -centrepoint, PS.
HOMEsweetHOME. (:

15032007.
cailing went back early today. cos meiling told her to.
IDIOT. and im damn suay. keep bumping into her lah. FUCK.
smile at you, gimme a face like i OWE you BILLIONS of dollars. shityou.
dont you know how to smile? shall i teach you.? dont you have manners.? oh ya huh, forgotten u started work at 16, didnt study much. feel so sad fer you lah.
yonghan and dia came visit me. weeeeeee(: -chit-chatted. luckily meiling wasnt around lah. ((:
catch up with you guys SOOOON.
iMISSSSSyou, dia. ((: SENTOSA! HAHA.

alot of tings happened at work recently.
the peeps we tot were nice arent nice at all.
such HYPOCRITES.
nice to us on the first day, after that, completely CHANGED person.
fuck. and the people we tot werent nice, turned out to be so nice. RAHHHHH!
anyway, thanks ana and meifen fer being so nice to me.
also, sammy ((:

- was it YOU, or was it just ME.?

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;