;i keep up with a fake smile, wanting you to notice me;

OKAYYY!
im back! HAHA.
eh. supposed to meet up with WEILIN to go queensway tgt uh.
BUT! she smsed me and say :
'HEY, i dont think im gng queensway this week uh. cos i haven finish my space planning.'
LOL. nvm lorr. next week then we go bah. ((:
make sure its next week uh. HAHA!
ohhwells. andand! ~~DAMMIT.~~
my WHOLE BODY IS ACHING LIKE HELLLLLL!!
it freaking pain can. i cant laugh, i cant cough and i cant sneeze.! BOOOO!
went to EAST COAST today. with my famly. ((:
didnt cycle. cos cant cycle, due to the aching thats in me. =\
DINNERed at bedok and head home((:

2802007.
ohhwells. went fer CANOEING trial in schooooool.
and im late.! HAHA. met qijun and eileen san. ((:
WAHHH LAO eh. can die sia. the TRIAL.
its TORTURING. seems like we're in some ARMY camp can.
NO GOOOOD! OMG OMG! made us do so many sets of krunches and pushups. i tink ATLEAST 200 uh. so it means MORE THAN 200 uh.
and before that, we're doing warmup run fer like 3rounds. and after that warmup run,
we gotta run 4rounds. fer the selection. WTH!! only the top 10 can get in. BOOO!
and im the 5th. HAHA! ((:
anyway, wanted to giveup halfway when doing the endurance test.
BUT! just as i was abt to giveup, the coach says : "RECOVER!" HAHA!
im so lucky! :DD
made new friends today! -janis, joo, samantha, sarah, yoyo, crystal.
cant rem all lah. HAHAHAHA! this is good enough. i guess. ((:
after trials, went to shower. ~~goddamn.~~ my arms are freaking pain.
and my knee hurts too. )):
went to astro turf. cos IFC having their FINAL CLASH there.
and find TRAIN! cos he want me go look fer him.
HAHA! see, im so nice! HAHA!
yesyes. TRAIN very GOOD!
but! WENDY very very GOOOOD! NAHAHAHAS(x
oops=Xx
went to NYP fer a dance cum band concert with qijun. SUPER NICE LAH.
metup with cailing at AMKhub. ((:
we really enjoyed ourselves uh. THANKS ahhjie! :DD

27042007.
skipped my accounting lect. cos i cldnt wakeup on time=\
NAHAHAS(x luckily first lect nvm. cos i learn them before((:
anyway, ACONHYD sarks big time. NAHAHAS. cos its totally no link la.
what lightning.? we're learning abt AIRCON lehh. and its supposed to be a PBL sub. WTH. =\
lessons end at 1pm, went fer lunch. with WEILIN.
saw sooo many peeps at mensa. HAHA!
andand! thankyou WEILIN, fer acc-ing me to my class. and waited fer me to go in uh. ((:
YAY! and my accounting class ends super early lah.
HAHA. but the teacher's damn funny! HAHAHAHA!
but my class peeps aint that nice. no one talks to me!
cos they're all from SIT. BOOOO!
anyway, metup with weilin after class.
headed town. -bugis, fareast.
NAHAHAHAS(x
andand! ive bought my BAGGGG! and!
my shorts! so cheap la! weeeeee((:
HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY! now gotta go buy other stuffs alrdy. ((:
home sweet home!

- BEAUTIFUL lies ;

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Friday, April 27, 2007

12:14 PM

ALRIGHTS PEOPLE!
its been another 10days since i UPDATE uh.
shall update now.! BOOOOO!
NAHAHAHAS.
but! i dontnoe whr to start from. ~~dammit.~~
the rest of the days. read from other people's blog. JOANNE or WANYU's.
LOLOL!

and yes! before i ferget.
to all those whom i ferget to wish them HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

-ERIC ; HAPPYbirthday, may yer dreams come TRUE! and buy MORE sweets fer MEEEE! :DD

-ALIM ; HAPPYbirthday! why didnt tell me its yer birthday ytd! BOOO! no good! anyway, may you find yer DREAM girl SOOOOON! ((:

-WEESIANGGGGG ; HAPPYbirthday! i wanted to send u msg at the very last min before 12am. but i FORGOTTEN. you can asked weilin. i did save the msg lorr.
anyway, goodluck in yer LOVE life. ((: andand! i'll rem yer LOLLIPOP.

-GLENDAAAAA ; HAPPYbirthday to you BITCHHH! NAHAHAHA! sorry dearest, i remember yer bdae, but i wasnt able to make it on time to be the last to wish you. as usual, you noe, i LOVED to be the last. HAHA! so sorry! may yer dreams come true!
andand! ASK ME OUT LAHHHH, stupid ass. MISSSSSSyou! last! GROW TALLLLLERRRR! =Xx

anyway, today!
4th day of school reopen. HAHA.
had lesson at 10am. saw WANYU in the bus.
when i was supposed to meet QUANLIN. LOLOL.
then wanyu cant find her EZLINK, when we alight from the bus. helped her look fer it, but to no avail.
so she went to the interchange and we went fer class. ((: did you found it, girl?
then was ROYtang's class. LOL. he's damn funny lah. HAHA.
only around 40mins of tut and we're dismissed. BAHH!
went to TM, longjohn. tgt with huizhen, yiting, grala, liting, peiyu, pamela, dia and yonghan. ((:
but peiyu and i didnt eat, we went to foodcourt instead. saw quanlin, marcus, mich, clar and jerry. ((:
joined them fer lunch. HAHA. went back to sch, and we're all LATE!
saw huanwei, weiqin, jaymee.
SPACEplanning ~~sarks~~ can. its another version of HCDE. like interior design can. BOOO!
went to HOCKEY booth. -helped out, played MONKEY.
signed up fer amazing race thing. so STUPID la.
SOMEONE PS ME, AND IM THE ONLY GIRL IN THAT GROUP! HOW CAN. NOGOOD UH. xD
metup with TRAIN fer DINNERRRR! YAYness!
he taught me RUBIC! HAHA! and its really S L O W. NAHAHAS.
YAY! so nice of TRAIN la. weeeeeeee((:
THANKS, truu truu! :DD

- REMINISCENCE ;

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

6:18 AM

BOOOOO!
its been 10days since i update my blog uh.
HAHAHA.
been working FULLLLLL this whole week can. NO time lahhh. =Xx
okayyyyy, lemme recall uh. HAHAS. its gonna be sooo soooo LONGGGG.

15042007.
BOOOO! working at FORUM lah.
andand! MOHAN ask me to EXTEND. HAHAS.
BUT! he's not working. STUPID right. LOL.
nvm, im nice. i EXTEND lorrrrr. so work from 11-9pm.
and ytd CLOSING was super FAST lah.
HAHAS. we closed at 930pm. ((: metup with WINGYANNNN!
she waited fer me. TWOdays alrdy la. :DD
thanks dearest((: send me the photos someday.
BYEEEE forum! i noe the peeps thr miss me luhh. BUT! wat to do. gilbert didnt put me thr uh.
and i dontwana TRANSFER! cos KENNNIIIIEEEEE LOOOOOO will be the OIC thr.! :DDD
but i'll MISSSS mohan! and faisal. khalis. ((: thanks fer the yummyummy food! and DRINKS((:
meetup with RAYYYYY, again. i MISSSSSS working thr lah. MISSSS the peeps thr somehow. =\
saw my schedule.
16/04 6-10pm
21/04 12-11pm
22/04 12-10pm
its my LAST week alrdy. SIGHHHHH. i really miss working thr la.
HAIS. can i not quit.? can i just cont working thr.? why cant i.? whywhywhy.? )):
i swear, im gonna miss them. SAM, RAYYY. IRA, SITI, ZHIYIN, EDWIN, HUILING.
dont quit la, so i can go back during HOLS and u all are stil thr. okay?? :DD

14042007.
a BUSY day over at FORUM. lack of staffs and all.
busy til no time to eat. MOHAN's so nice. lemme eat. when thr's lesser customers((:
but he himself and faisal didnt eat until closing. OMGness. POOR THING. =\
BUT! working thr is FUN la. SUPER slack during weekdays. and SUNDAYS.
NAHAHAHAS(x how i wish i can go back thr again. provided KENNIEEEEE LOOO is not thrrrr! =Xx
WING waited fer me. fer like 2hrs plusplus? cos closing ended quite LATE. andand!
i left forum only at abt 1030pm? then i went back to j8, with RAYYYYY. they stil haven finish closing la.
HAHA. guess i LOVE SR tooo muchh alrdy uh. NAHAHAHAS(x
missed last bus back home. ~~dammit.~~ RAY acc me la. luckily i got enough cash to take cab home((:
thankyou RAYYYYYongminlwin! fer accompaning me. :DD and BOOO! enough cash la. only $7.70. :DD
the taxi driver's damn funny lah. say RAY's my BF. and HAHAHA! another one. MOHAN says RAY's my BF as well. WAHHHH LAAAAO. rubbish. =Xx
thankyou uncle, i had a nice chatting session with you. thanks fer driving me home safeandsound. ((:

13042007.
OMGnesssss la. HAHA. work is FUN. but im gonna get so PISSED off by those TRAINEEEEEES.
they're gonna be the death of me. SERIOUSLY. HAHA. ohhwells, but i like SHAH. he's goood((:
and OKAYYY. closing ended super late la. took cab home. with SITI, IRA and KENNNIEEEE LOOOO.
LOLS. how's SR gonna survive? with those new traineeeees. BOOOO! HUILING's damn pissed off with the trainees too. HAHA. but SOME only huh. like ONE? or TWO? :DD
darn her. how can bring her BF and pinpoint us. WAT NONSENSE. this is WORK okay.
come on lah, be more PROFESSIONAL can anot. BOO!
WEILIN and JULI came to find me. in the AFTERNOOOON.
they had cakes. ((: sorry uh. NO discount. cos its alrdy discounted. =\
andand! i got my PAYCHEQUE! LOL. so lil la. cos! its from 23apr til 31apr de. HAHA. and i work only 38.57hrs nia. LOLS. im sure im gonna get more this MONTH! HAHA. weeeeee((:
TRAIN visited me! YAY! like so FINALLLLYYYY lah. as in DINE-IN. not go in FIND me. HAHA.
ive treated u choc B, now. my turn. my DONNNNUTS! and my APPPPPLEPIE UPSIZEEEE! NAHAHAS(x shall get u ckaes during week0 too. since u like chocs. ((:
HOMEsweetHOME. thr's only ira and kennie loo in the cab. HAHA. luckily sam's on the phone with IRA. ((:

12042007.
work at FORUM. wasnt BUSY at all. super slack uh. LOL.
after work, went SAKAE-ing with the bears at WHEELOCK.
-weilin, juli, glenda, KAILING, theresa, wanyu.
excluding cailing and joanne. cos they're working. ((: nvm, thr's always a NEXT TIME((:
back to those good old days la. FUN&&LAUGHTER.
ate til we're ~~GODDAMN~~ full. KAO.
saw SHERWIN. he's working. at NYDC.
then headed to BUGIS. BOOO! and it rained NONSTOP. HAHA.
stuck at PARAGON. so, went in for some toilet breaks. LOL.
then cont to heeren. went to NUM. wanted to get those slippers with backstraps.
but RAHHHH! no nice designs. and when i saw one, DONT HAVE MY SIZE LA. WTH.
its either SUPER big, or SUPER small. BAHHH!
okay, and ohhwells. OFF to BUGIS!
saw YITING!! HAHA. at le meridien. ((: -chit-chatted. seeyou during week0 dearest!
bought TEES and WATCH.
and my ADIDAS bottle((:
like finally uh. the watch i wanted. and BOOO! i didnt noe it, til i reach home!
RAHHH! NO batt alrdy. WTH la. HAHA. gonna change the BATT. ((:
HOMEsweetHOME.

11042007.
work work and still work. LOL.
dont say im HARDWORKING okay.
HAHA.
i just wana earn more money before sch reopens. ((:
LOLS. bye MINNNNN! ure FLYING today.
all the best to you. andand! dont come back with a SLANGGGGGG.
im gonna miss you. HAHA. :DD
LOVEEEEES. <33
FREAKING HELL.
all dontnoe anything. fark. and one can leave when closing's not yet FINISHED.
~~A R S E H O L E .~~
dammit dammit dammit.
ohhwells. thats why they're called TRAINEEES.
but only HER. the one and only uh. HAIR like chicken like that. can JUMP one.
RAHHH! lucky i never work with her fer 3days uh. PHEWWWW*

10042007.
work work work. HAHA.
newcomers came. ((:
tot it wld be NICE. BUT! RAHHH!
ohhwells. just gotta be VERY P A T I E N T uh.
NAHAHAHAS(x
had SWENSONS icecream session with the SR alliance.
-edwin, zhiyin, min, ray and huiling.
during my breaktime uh. HAHA. and im not any SPY or what to SWENSON lorr, zhiyin and edwin.
BOOO!
back to work. with SAMMMM and IRAAAAAA!
so FUN((:
simply LOVES SR. <3333

09042007.
went out with JULI and WEILIN. went to FORUM, FAR EAST, PS.
wanted to go fer SYF, but didnt.
anyway, well done, HSSB. SILVERRR!!
-good job everyone, u guys deserved it((:
caught THE REAPING. STUPID show that is.
HAHA. is almost smtg like THE OMEN. NAHAHAS(x
taken from weilin's BLOG :
HAHA. juli committed a mistake. a mistake that made us kept laughing.LOL, you can walk one big round de larh. we wont mind eh. HAHAHAHAAA
LOL. and save yer explanations. we ALL undstd. ((:
glenda came after the movies.
had dinner at swensons. -fried mushrooms, all tomato chowder and fries!
CAKES at secretrecipe, PS. BOB's working thr. he gave us free WATER. ((:
supposed to meetup with SR alliance. oops=Xx but i didnt uh.
cos so LATE alrdy. and BOO! they copy me. i watch the reaping they also watch.
NAHAHAS(x and stupid sam. say SI WENDY uh. HAHA.
BOOO you. :DD
and YES!
THANKYOU ERIC, fer the MENTOS during MTC uh. its really SOUR. and NICEEEE! buy me more during week0 la. HAHAHAHAA! :DD

- its just so CONFUSING at times ;

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Saturday, April 7, 2007

9:45 AM

LALALALAA.
okays, im back from MTC ; MENTOR training camp.
NAHAHAS(x
ohhwells. not too bad actually. but i stil prefer DLC uh. much more FUN. ((:
and its the last camp i stayed over. didnt stayed fer Eguides camp ma. HAHA.
and im gonna plungeeeee into a LONGGGGG entry peeps. :DD
photos later! when i receive them((:

DAY 1.
alrights, reached at around 8plus.
and! i forgot to bring the WHITE CHOC MACADAMIA cake fer GAYYY!
i bought it alrdy,and i left it in the chiller! BOOOO! HAHA. :DD
sorry la GAY, i PROMISE you. i'll get you one during the camp((:
anyway, IM IN THE SAME GROUP AS WEILIN.! HAHA.
NINO! lalalaaaa. :DD
had our MCnuggets! weeee(: -chit-chatted.
damn funny lah. cldnt rem which year was which fer ELC camp.
HAHA. i miss those days uh. and motorola days((:

DAY 2.
wokeup at 6am. had PT uh. -hussle exercise. LOL.
breakfast wasnt that nice, cos the cake so DRY. BOOO!
played station games. how nice can programmers be.
made us walk the FOOT REFLEXOLOGY thing.
damn painful lah, the last one. BOOOO! and weilin PS me!!
she went HOMEEEEE! after the game. BOOOO! and she left soooo many things with me lah.
HAHA. not really alot lah. LOLS. and she said she's coming back at night,
BUT SHE DIDNT! RAHHH! LIAR! weilin, u no good lah. CHEAT my FEELINGS. then say next day MORNING wil come back, also NEVER COME BACK!!! LIAR LIAR!
had roleplay. ((: its exactly the same as Eguides uh. HAHA.
then wei an's damn funny la. ti ti ti ti ti ti, an...earthworm. DDORTS! LMAO.
anyway, LUNCH and DINNER wasnt too bad lah. LOLS. cos we LUNCHed out.
then DINNER was damn funny lah. -xiaotu and xiaolong. WTH. HAHA.
head off to prepare our model fer VARIETY night.
eileen was the model, and we designed her clothes fer her uh.
she's the MAN!! NAHAHAS(x COOL hairstyle man.
BUT!! we didnt win. anyway, it was a FUN night.
HAHA. had game session. -human poker game.
LOLS. when its the second round, EVERY empire showhand uh.
and! BOOOO! programmers no good la. made me eat capsicum.
my daddy mummy never force me, they force me. RAHHHH! =Xx
SHOWERed and played rubic cube!! and i had APPLEPIE! weeee(:
train, no applepie upsize la. i dontwan uh. too BIG fer me alrdy. LOL. u eat can alrdy. HAHA. next time i wan HOTCAKES! xD
slpt at 4plus in the morning. went to LOG side to slp uh. damn funny la.
cant get to slp, cos of some reasons. which made wanyu, joanne and myself to laugh.
am i right, wanyu and joanne? HAHA! esp the LOUDLOUD one. (x
but we stil mange to slp aft that((:

DAY 3.
wokeup at 6am. went to showered((:
HAHA. wasnt really tired. was tired only during cheering session uh.
had PT again. not hussle this time round. just some jogging session.
skipped breakfast. LOLS. =\
played game. -KNOW WELL.
LUNCHed. and lunch's damn nice! -fried rice.
FINALLLLL CLASHHHH! LOL.
and seriously, this is the first time in my life, i didnt get wet playing water games!
HAHAHAA. weeeee(: looking forward towards ORIENTATION! ((:
shall had MORE fun.! and do more CHEER. ((:
-bumblebee, shark, energix, engine. I LOVE ENGINEEEE! :DD

02042007.
meetup with my DEAREST, cailing! HAHA.
and BOOO! her darling's tagging along still ask me go.
BAHHH! went to HP service centre, cos her lappy sotsot alrdy uh.
LOLS. den quite dumb of her lah. bring the charger and all thr, but in the end, only the lappy is needed. HAHA!
YAY! bought DONUTS! from VIVO. and burger paid fer me((:
wanted to go SR uh. but burger says he SHY.
cos angie's busy and the peeps thr he dontnoe. as if i noe them uh. HAHA.
headed to j8 after that. PASTA-ed. burger paid fer me tooooo! BAHH!
he's so nice uh. LOLS. i wanted to pay him back, but he dontwan. then cailing dontwana help me either. BOOO! went off to work while they go catch a movie, TMNT.
they came to SR, HAHA. auntie siewnoi damn funny la. keep asking burger to eat.
AIYOYO. and i bought CHOC INDULGENCE! shared with cailing.
finally uh. i PAID fer it. BOOO! truu truu came toooooo. ((:
HOME sweet HOME. and packed my stuff fer the camp. :DDD

31032007.
okays, i promise WING i'll post this uh.
HAHA. went fer training in the morning.
LOLS. only 4 of us turned up. cos the rest got match. SCC match.
only jasmine, wing, natasha and me. HAHA! went off at around 10plus.
LOL. cos danker went off fer st. andrew's training. ((:
BOOO! after shower, acc wing to watch water polo match.
DAMN FUNNY LAH. HAHA. what will u think of WATER POLO guys?
MACHO? SKINNY? 6pegs? TANNED?
HAHA! but BOOOO! not so sure if its TP or st. andrew guys. or the COACH.
WAH LAO! fleshy fleshy one lah. like CHICKEN like that. BAI ZHAN JI. =\
omfg funny la. HAHA. wing and i were like laughing our ass off.
oops=Xx headed fer lunch. chit-chatted abt some stuffs uh. HAHA.
went off to lavender to get my FBT shorts fer CAMP! :DD
then go home change and im off to WORK! weeee((:

- sometimes ; things are better left unsaid.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;