;i keep up with a fake smile, wanting you to notice me;

alrights, now im gonna plungeeeeee into a LONGGGGGGGGG entry.
ohGOSH. HAHAHAS. enjoy reading, people.! LOLS(x

slpt at 4plus ytd and woke up at 8am today.
freaking ~~tired~~. dammit.
HOLS are here, so i shld be slping late and waking up late.
BUT...seems like its not the case. ):
went to temple, LAST day of CNY.
HAPPYchineseNEWyear, everyone. for the LAST time ((:
send offerings to ancestors in the morning.
went back home to put the stuffs and head to another temple.
SNAKE is UNLUCKY this year. so went to this temple to ask for BLESSING.
dont ask me where's the temple, cos i dont even know it myself. LOLS(x
HOMEsweetHOME.

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went over to aunt's hse for visiting.
her hse is DAMN big lah, actually, OKAY lah. its a BUNGALOW anyway.
and her son, is OMGness CUTE lah. HAHAHAS. oops=Xx
birds, flowers, fishes. EVERYTHING.! LOL(x
still prefer her OLD house, anyway, she earn BIGbucks.
she's moving SOOON. again. HAHAS. ohhwells. (x

went to another aunt's house, to PLAYYYYYY.
but.! she didnt bring her laptop back, so i met up with CAILING at TOWN.
yeahh.! i havent seen her for like 18972346891927284563 HOURS uhhs. oops=Xx
so RANDOM. LOLS. anyway, i just MISS her(:
HUNT for jobs huh. WAHAHAS(x ALLLLL wan FULLtime.
if not, not recruiting. SIGHHH.
outfitter girls, ebase, dorothy perkins, OG, POA, fox.
perhaps its gonna be tough this HOLS. CALL us, outfitter girls.
NAHAHAS(x ohhwells, guess im gonna try my luck next week heh(:

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YEAHHHHHHH! exams are finally, yesyes.! FINALLYYYYY over.!
anyway, that paper sark. HAHAS. its introduction to hospitality and tourism.
dammit. im gonna ~~FLUNK~~ for sure. DIEEEEEEE. =S
franchisors and franchisees, explain r/s between them in area of accommodation in FOUR aspects. everyone is like WTH.? what FOUR aspects.?
DUHHHHHS. and im SOOOOOO dumb.! SUPERduper uber dumb.!
i think im the DUMBEST of ALL DUMBERS. =S
and weilin is the DUMB one. BWAHHHAAAS(x
sectionC is a 3 choose 2 question. and u know what i did.?
i was SUPER dumb. i didnt read the questions. i went to do ALLLL 3 questions.
~~OMFG~~. wth is wrong with me.? LOLS. so DUMB. damn. but thank goodness, i know how to do the first 2 questions. PHEWWWWW* no wonder i didnt had enough time.
LOLS. anyway, SUPP paper, here i come.... ):
WHATEVER. EXAMS are EXAMS, and its OVER.
PLAY time(: and again, dontnoe what's gotten into me.
SUPER BLURRRRR, LOLS. oops=Xx
we're suppose to alight at OUTRAM, and i stood up at TANJONG PAGAR.
thinking that its outram, cos i saw weilin keeping her mp3, and so i ~~ASSUMED~~ its the next stop. BWAHHHAAASxD so PAISEH can. LOL. =S
VIVO-ed with WEILIN.
PASTA-ed, SHOPP-ed. LOL(x
joanne and wanyu were there too.
but we didnt saw them. HAHAS. laopo, not FATED uhhs. =Xx
and i bought new colours for my NAILS.! weeeee(:
gonna COLOUR my nails, sounds like colouring some drawings. =\
CANDYempire.! weeeeeeeeeeee(:
i LOVEEEEEEEEE sweeeeeets. LOLLIPOPS*
thanks, weilin for buying me LOLLIPOP.
NAHAHAHAS(x
went under her block, CAMwhore-ed.!
BWAHHHAAASxD oops=Xx but thats US.
shall upload the pictures later on. (:
MISSed HYSNSN.
but ive watched it, anyway, there's YOUTUBE.! WAHAHAS.
homeSWEEThome(:

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it was REBUS paper. it was a freaking easy paper.!
HOLY shit.! HAHAHAS(x
THANKS, mr donald aw, for "study your tutorial qns" and ure nice enough not to test those TERMtest questions. ((:
guess i'll get FULLLLmarks or 99 uhhs.
went TM, weilin went to get her belt.
bought stuffs back to eat.
STUDIED intht. it seriously KILLLLLLS one's brain cells.
met up with weilin at ave8, photocopied GLOSSARY 2 for intht.
saw KHIM and her sis, chit-chatted. ((:
and muah-chee is NICE. LOVE is muah-chee hehs.? LOLOLOL.
BUBBLEtea-ed, went home to MUG again.

- IF only you were here ;
when i need you.

will you ever know how she FEELS.?
am i having ~~regrets~~.?
or perhaps ; its just my wishful thinking.?

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;