;i keep up with a fake smile, wanting you to notice me;

BOOOOO!
its been 10days since i update my blog uh.
HAHAHA.
been working FULLLLLL this whole week can. NO time lahhh. =Xx
okayyyyy, lemme recall uh. HAHAS. its gonna be sooo soooo LONGGGG.

15042007.
BOOOO! working at FORUM lah.
andand! MOHAN ask me to EXTEND. HAHAS.
BUT! he's not working. STUPID right. LOL.
nvm, im nice. i EXTEND lorrrrr. so work from 11-9pm.
and ytd CLOSING was super FAST lah.
HAHAS. we closed at 930pm. ((: metup with WINGYANNNN!
she waited fer me. TWOdays alrdy la. :DD
thanks dearest((: send me the photos someday.
BYEEEE forum! i noe the peeps thr miss me luhh. BUT! wat to do. gilbert didnt put me thr uh.
and i dontwana TRANSFER! cos KENNNIIIIEEEEE LOOOOOO will be the OIC thr.! :DDD
but i'll MISSSS mohan! and faisal. khalis. ((: thanks fer the yummyummy food! and DRINKS((:
meetup with RAYYYYY, again. i MISSSSSS working thr lah. MISSSS the peeps thr somehow. =\
saw my schedule.
16/04 6-10pm
21/04 12-11pm
22/04 12-10pm
its my LAST week alrdy. SIGHHHHH. i really miss working thr la.
HAIS. can i not quit.? can i just cont working thr.? why cant i.? whywhywhy.? )):
i swear, im gonna miss them. SAM, RAYYY. IRA, SITI, ZHIYIN, EDWIN, HUILING.
dont quit la, so i can go back during HOLS and u all are stil thr. okay?? :DD

14042007.
a BUSY day over at FORUM. lack of staffs and all.
busy til no time to eat. MOHAN's so nice. lemme eat. when thr's lesser customers((:
but he himself and faisal didnt eat until closing. OMGness. POOR THING. =\
BUT! working thr is FUN la. SUPER slack during weekdays. and SUNDAYS.
NAHAHAHAS(x how i wish i can go back thr again. provided KENNIEEEEE LOOO is not thrrrr! =Xx
WING waited fer me. fer like 2hrs plusplus? cos closing ended quite LATE. andand!
i left forum only at abt 1030pm? then i went back to j8, with RAYYYYY. they stil haven finish closing la.
HAHA. guess i LOVE SR tooo muchh alrdy uh. NAHAHAHAS(x
missed last bus back home. ~~dammit.~~ RAY acc me la. luckily i got enough cash to take cab home((:
thankyou RAYYYYYongminlwin! fer accompaning me. :DD and BOOO! enough cash la. only $7.70. :DD
the taxi driver's damn funny lah. say RAY's my BF. and HAHAHA! another one. MOHAN says RAY's my BF as well. WAHHHH LAAAAO. rubbish. =Xx
thankyou uncle, i had a nice chatting session with you. thanks fer driving me home safeandsound. ((:

13042007.
OMGnesssss la. HAHA. work is FUN. but im gonna get so PISSED off by those TRAINEEEEEES.
they're gonna be the death of me. SERIOUSLY. HAHA. ohhwells, but i like SHAH. he's goood((:
and OKAYYY. closing ended super late la. took cab home. with SITI, IRA and KENNNIEEEE LOOOO.
LOLS. how's SR gonna survive? with those new traineeeees. BOOOO! HUILING's damn pissed off with the trainees too. HAHA. but SOME only huh. like ONE? or TWO? :DD
darn her. how can bring her BF and pinpoint us. WAT NONSENSE. this is WORK okay.
come on lah, be more PROFESSIONAL can anot. BOO!
WEILIN and JULI came to find me. in the AFTERNOOOON.
they had cakes. ((: sorry uh. NO discount. cos its alrdy discounted. =\
andand! i got my PAYCHEQUE! LOL. so lil la. cos! its from 23apr til 31apr de. HAHA. and i work only 38.57hrs nia. LOLS. im sure im gonna get more this MONTH! HAHA. weeeeee((:
TRAIN visited me! YAY! like so FINALLLLYYYY lah. as in DINE-IN. not go in FIND me. HAHA.
ive treated u choc B, now. my turn. my DONNNNUTS! and my APPPPPLEPIE UPSIZEEEE! NAHAHAS(x shall get u ckaes during week0 too. since u like chocs. ((:
HOMEsweetHOME. thr's only ira and kennie loo in the cab. HAHA. luckily sam's on the phone with IRA. ((:

12042007.
work at FORUM. wasnt BUSY at all. super slack uh. LOL.
after work, went SAKAE-ing with the bears at WHEELOCK.
-weilin, juli, glenda, KAILING, theresa, wanyu.
excluding cailing and joanne. cos they're working. ((: nvm, thr's always a NEXT TIME((:
back to those good old days la. FUN&&LAUGHTER.
ate til we're ~~GODDAMN~~ full. KAO.
saw SHERWIN. he's working. at NYDC.
then headed to BUGIS. BOOO! and it rained NONSTOP. HAHA.
stuck at PARAGON. so, went in for some toilet breaks. LOL.
then cont to heeren. went to NUM. wanted to get those slippers with backstraps.
but RAHHHH! no nice designs. and when i saw one, DONT HAVE MY SIZE LA. WTH.
its either SUPER big, or SUPER small. BAHHH!
okay, and ohhwells. OFF to BUGIS!
saw YITING!! HAHA. at le meridien. ((: -chit-chatted. seeyou during week0 dearest!
bought TEES and WATCH.
and my ADIDAS bottle((:
like finally uh. the watch i wanted. and BOOO! i didnt noe it, til i reach home!
RAHHH! NO batt alrdy. WTH la. HAHA. gonna change the BATT. ((:
HOMEsweetHOME.

11042007.
work work and still work. LOL.
dont say im HARDWORKING okay.
HAHA.
i just wana earn more money before sch reopens. ((:
LOLS. bye MINNNNN! ure FLYING today.
all the best to you. andand! dont come back with a SLANGGGGGG.
im gonna miss you. HAHA. :DD
LOVEEEEES. <33
FREAKING HELL.
all dontnoe anything. fark. and one can leave when closing's not yet FINISHED.
~~A R S E H O L E .~~
dammit dammit dammit.
ohhwells. thats why they're called TRAINEEES.
but only HER. the one and only uh. HAIR like chicken like that. can JUMP one.
RAHHH! lucky i never work with her fer 3days uh. PHEWWWW*

10042007.
work work work. HAHA.
newcomers came. ((:
tot it wld be NICE. BUT! RAHHH!
ohhwells. just gotta be VERY P A T I E N T uh.
NAHAHAHAS(x
had SWENSONS icecream session with the SR alliance.
-edwin, zhiyin, min, ray and huiling.
during my breaktime uh. HAHA. and im not any SPY or what to SWENSON lorr, zhiyin and edwin.
BOOO!
back to work. with SAMMMM and IRAAAAAA!
so FUN((:
simply LOVES SR. <3333

09042007.
went out with JULI and WEILIN. went to FORUM, FAR EAST, PS.
wanted to go fer SYF, but didnt.
anyway, well done, HSSB. SILVERRR!!
-good job everyone, u guys deserved it((:
caught THE REAPING. STUPID show that is.
HAHA. is almost smtg like THE OMEN. NAHAHAS(x
taken from weilin's BLOG :
HAHA. juli committed a mistake. a mistake that made us kept laughing.LOL, you can walk one big round de larh. we wont mind eh. HAHAHAHAAA
LOL. and save yer explanations. we ALL undstd. ((:
glenda came after the movies.
had dinner at swensons. -fried mushrooms, all tomato chowder and fries!
CAKES at secretrecipe, PS. BOB's working thr. he gave us free WATER. ((:
supposed to meetup with SR alliance. oops=Xx but i didnt uh.
cos so LATE alrdy. and BOO! they copy me. i watch the reaping they also watch.
NAHAHAS(x and stupid sam. say SI WENDY uh. HAHA.
BOOO you. :DD
and YES!
THANKYOU ERIC, fer the MENTOS during MTC uh. its really SOUR. and NICEEEE! buy me more during week0 la. HAHAHAHAA! :DD

- its just so CONFUSING at times ;

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;