;i keep up with a fake smile, wanting you to notice me;

okay people!
MY BLOG IS GONNA ROT FOR QUITE AWHILE, i noe its rotting for 2 goddamn weeks.
but well, MY SISTER IS GETTING THE GRAPHIC CARD TODAY! ((((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LIM YANG SI! (: -on the 4th.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JEREMY&&MI TANGGG! -on the 11th.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, WENJIN! - on the 12th.

im using sis's laptop to blog today! YAYYYYY! ((:
im so gonnnna be ~~sickkkkkk.~~ darn. i dread this. ):
OMFG lah. its like 6789812397493290812 years since i seeeeee HSSB peeps can.
okay, i know im exaggerating. but ITS REALLY LONGGGG lah. (:
i f-ing misssss them lah. -an chun, dickson, samuel, danial, jackson, shaoming, etc etc.
anyway, it was NYPSO and BEDOK NORTH SB combined band concert. (:
wasnt toooo bad lah. i dont like the jazz band part. so sucky. /:
thank goodness the percussion ensemble part was NICEEEEEE! totally loves! <33
and rhapsody for flute was way tooooooooooo COOOOOOL lah.
the flute soloist. and for goodness sake, she's goddamn pro lah. HAHA. :D
dinner cum supper with the HSSB peeps at AMK central.
and i miss those days! those crazy days at band, SYF and all the little things we'd talked about. ((:
AHHHHH!
and i skipped training today! OH DEAR.
but i cant help it, i couldnt get up can. ~~damn.~~
well well, i just gonna stay home and do my projects! HAHAHA.
more projects to be done, and ON THE WAY!
poooooooooof! /:

no matter how hard i try,
i know i gotta keep going on, for you wont know what im going through. (:

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;