;i keep up with a fake smile, wanting you to notice me;

sometimes, things dont always go your way.
they wont turn out to be the way you expected.
sad as i may be, its still unchanged.
there's nothing i can do, neither can you.
your thinking, your believes. and mine tooooo.
well, im glad we sorted things out.
those truthfulness in you was enough. atleast i know how you felt.
towards me and towards us.
and for that, thankyou. (:
it breaks my heart though, to know the truth.
but its reality i cant escape. i'll still have to face it someday.
and for once, i really feel hurt.
i wana cry my my hearts out!
i wana shout it alll out! but i just cant seem to do it.
perhaps its you, perhaps its just me.
no worries though, for this wont be long.
as the saying goes, "time is the best medicine."
all i need is just time, and some little hugs from my loved ones. that'll do.
the thoughts i had running in me, will soooooon be gone. (:
as the chapter goes, another unfolds.......

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ERICIA! (:
- may everything goes smoothly for you. and hope you find your dreamguy sooooon okay!
LOVES! <333

well well, IRDD quiz today.
D A M N . HAHAHA. its so tough when you didnt actually went to study it.
but thank goodness, i passed! just a borderline pass. its okay, that'll do. (:
i had 3 hours of breaks lah. how bored can that be. /:
went to bedok int for lunch with mark, wan, anas, yh, dia and grala.
and there seeeemed to be filled with loads of weird uncles uh. LOL! so scary! X:
headed back to school. wait for time to passsss. HAHA.
i went for both FLSM and FMF lects! im sooo guai today can. (:
went to compass with shendiaaaaa.
HOMESWEEEETHOME. <333

went for SR's BBQ at pasir ris park ytd.
wasnt toooooo bad lah.
ray, edwin, fruit cheng, min, mi tang, janet and her bf, justin and phoebe went! (:
there are loads of nice fooooood lah. HAHAHA.
but well well, i ate alil. (:
THANKYOU MI TANG, GUOCHENG, JANET and HER BF!
for bbq-ing the foood for me. :D
MI TANG and GUOCHENG is so-so meeeeeeeannnnnnnnnn.
they wana make me drunk! HAHA.
NO GOOOOOOOOOOOD! ):
so its meeeannnnnn mi tangg and meeeeannnn guocheng.
goooooood min! :D
sorry mi tang, i gotta go back early. cos my dad wont let me stay til so late. ):
its okay, we still got more outings to come! (:
SR HOMIES ARE LOVES! <3333

when smiles turns into sorrows.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;