;i keep up with a fake smile, wanting you to notice me;

ohmygod.
for some reasons, im super happyyyyyyyy today.
weilin and BFF knows the reason why.
(((((((((((((:

for another reason, im glad toooo.
atleast we got things sorted out.
this proves that you treasure this friendship.
and i assure you, it wasnt a ...... at all.
i swear, and you're so much loved. [:
*interpret the smiley in my way, not your way. HAHA

anyhoo, i saw YILING and EUNICE under my void deck!
so happyyyyyyyyyyyyy! =DDD
chit-chatted, and they came up to my house.
HAHAHAHAHAH.
i was super shock lah, haven been chatting for 2years.
man, thats freaking longggg. and im shocked when they told me they couldnt make it through.
SIGHS, darn pity. but, im sure you girls can make it through this time round!
HAVE FAITH! and, STUDY HARD! (:

and for once, im a happy girl.
(:

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

5:03 PM

hello everyone!
[:

it has been a busy weeeeeeeeek for me.
HAHAHAHAH.
projs are taking up tooooo much of my time. damn.
TWO projs are finally down,
FOUR more to go. /:

ohwells.
and i think i dont have affirmity with _ _ _ _ _ _.
and _ _ _ _.
SIGHS!
yiting, why are you always the one seeing them, NOT ME!
)))))))))))))))))):

anyhoo, alot of people put FDM as their first choice.
thats pretty good to hear. (:
FDM, from zero to hero. thumbs up! [:

ohyes, and lighting quiz.
~~goddammit.~~
its sooooo tough, i think im so gonna flunk it.
SHHHHHHHIT. /:
EAUD quiz on fri, and i have yet started. shucks.
BAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!

i know you are reading, and im really sorry to have make you feel that way.
she told me about it, and i didnt know it will turn out this way.
for that, i seriously apologise.
sorry.
and i guess we really need to talk about it.
if this continues, its not gonna go anywhere.
so ya, we shall find some time yes? and, I STILL LOVE YOU LAH. [:

the night goes on as im fading away
im sick of this life, i just wanna scream.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Saturday, January 19, 2008

12:40 AM

hello hello!
[:

well, ORGCOM report's a total disaster. /:
SIGHS, i guess all the projs are gonna pull my GPA down.
and im super sorrrrryyyyyy to have made theresa and weilin wait for so darn long.
im sorrrrrryyyyy, really sorrrrryy. )))))):
shopping with them yet again, but i didnt manage to buy the stuff i wanted.
cos i was rushing for time. HAHA HAHA.
and i enjoyed my dinner anyway. (:

YESTERDAY!
ORGCOM quiz wasnt toooo bad, its MCQ. but i hope i wont make stupid mistakes.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH.
after school, headed to clubroom for i dontnoe what reason.
then there's this commotion going on both outside and inside clubroom.
outside's weilin class, inside's my class. darn funnyyyy.
i didnt expect him to put things this way, its so unlike of him. well, he's sucha ass.
ANDDDDD, i done something damn stupid yet hilarious.
all thanks to a guy called huanwei.
25years old, still so childish. mygod.
LIM HUAN WEI, you're sucha MEEEEEANNNIEEEE i swear. )):
how could you take my slippers and throw it into the rubbish bin! )):
well, and this throwing of slippers and stealing of slippers goes on for like 10mins?
and people were laughing their ASS off? cos i practically drag the whole bin into the clubroom, and his slippers are in the bin! (: guess what? ITS HIS NEW SLIPPERS!
hahahahahahahah. who ask him to throw mine in first. BOOOOOO.

went shopping with my two lovely friends after school, theresa and weilin. (:
went to Peninsula with weilin first, and she got her black skinnyyyyy like finally.
metup with theresa at Plaza Sing.
and, we finally tried Ice Monster. its like snow ice, but with fruits on it. damn nice, but costly. /:
walk from Plaza Sing, to cine, to shaw, to far east, THEN to bugis. lol.
damn tiring can. ohmygod.
i saw JING CHUAN, and NICK!
well, and i bought TWO teeeeeshirts. happpyyyyyyy! =DDD
and frienddddd, i still cant find my denim skirt.
))))))))))))))))))))): SOBS!

ohyes, my dumb and clumsy friend cant differentiate between
Casper and Jasper. she doesnt know which one's friendly and which one's not.
and she goes, Jasper, the friendly ghost. (:
kept laughing but she doesnt know its wrong until i told her so.
well, 1st act of the day.
Next, walked toooooo far to buy ban mian. she dontnoe where's she going. (:
Third, she's like the clumsiest friend ive ever had.
shant elaborate on this, if not, she'll KILLLLLL me.
=DDDDDDDDDDDDD

how i wish i could run away at times,
so that everything wont be in sucha mess now.
no more thoughts. no more pain.
its all gonna be fine someday. (:

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

5:43 PM

))))))))):

it wasnt a gooood day at all.
BCM was fun, but not after that.
SIP grouping, what the hell is that.
this is when everyone'll show their true colours, this is the time you choose people and not people choose you. this is the time when everyone's being pushed around like nobody's business.
SIGHHHHS. a simple thing, yet so much complications.
to choose and not to choose doesnt lies with me, if only i have a choice. ))))):
i didnt wished it'll turned out this way too. im so so so sorryyyyy, i know no amount of apologies is gonna be of any help.

had my OrgCom make up quiz.
damn, its gonna be damn cui alrdy. /:
HAHAHAHAH. cos i dontnoe what the hell am i writing, or rather, i am not making sense with regards to what im writing. lol.
and wellllllll, headed to Kovan with weilin after that.
thought im able to get my denim skirt there, but its OUTTA stock.
man, LIFE SUCKS.
ohyes, and we went to the hawker with our stomach growling all the way from school til we arrived at Kovan.
we're seriously damn hungry, so we ordered our own meals and another dish to share. (:
hahahahahahah. =DDD

headed to Hougang Point to try my luck, but to my disappointment...
they didnt even sell it!
))))))))))))))))):
HOW SAD CAN MY LIFE BE, shucks.
i dontcare, im so gonna get it by tmr!
anyhoo, SHOPPING tmr! together with weilin and theresaaaaaa. :D
i neeeeed to destressssss, seriously.
BAAAAAAAAHHHHHH.

you and me together, through the days and nights
i don't worry 'cause everything's going to be alright
people keep talking they can say what they like
but all i know is everything's going to be alright. (:

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

5:52 PM

[:

okay, i know its Tuesday today, not Wednesday.
BUT, why cant i wear that Wednesday shirt on Tuesday?
is there such a rule stating that i cant wear Wednesday shirt on Tuesdays?
zzzzzzzzzzz. >=(
why is everyone going "hey, today's Tuesday, not Wednesday. you should've like wear your shirt tmr lah."
not one, not two, but 6person straight.
ohmygod, LIFE SUCKS.
hahahahahahahahahahah. :D

anyway, i nearly fell asleep during AM tutorial.
ohmygod, damn boring lah.
HAHAHAH. then while mark has finish explaining, Mr Low called
"Wendy, what do you have to say about mark's point of view? do you agree with him?"
and it took me like 5secs to regain my consciousness. mind you, its 5secs. HAHA HAHA. :D
and well, im wide awake after that. (:

went opp school to see if they sell the colour of jeans i wanted,
and guess what? its all SOLD OUT.
agree with me pleaseeeeeee, LIFE SUCKS.
hahahahahahahahahah. :D
well, i ate super alot, tgt with shendia.
chicken rice and pancake. /:
pouring like nobody's business, thankfully huanwei drove today.
he came over and fetch us back!
THANKYOU, huanwei! =DDD

andddddd, i got back my HuH&D Term Test paper.
shhhhhhit, LIFE SUCKS.
its a JUST PASS, mygod.
man, im totally gone case for GPA this sem.
one word: CUI!
headed for dinner with shendia and weilin, this time round, they're the ones eating.
and y'know what? SHENDIA's like my BFF!
hahahahahahahahahahah. X:

ohyes, CLASSIC!
XXX: well, atleast you got full marks for your that question ma.
ME: huh? what question? which one?
XXX: norh, the Age, Gender and Sex one.
ME: *gives a confuse look*
XXX: that one lah, the Age, Gender and Sex that one. you dontnoe meh?
ME: errrrrrr, isnt Gender and Sex the same?
XXX: ........................... ohya hor. why must you expose me time and again!
thats alllllll. =DDDDDDD

Lighting Assignment deadline: next mon, 21Jan.
IPIC Requiz: tmr, 16Jan.
Minutes Test: Thurs, 17Jan.
AM Project deadline: next mon, 28Jan.
ohmygoddddddddddd. /:

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, January 14, 2008

5:21 PM

helloooooooooooo! (:

shucks. school as usual, and i swear, i HATE mondays.
)))))))))))))))):
its making me so f*cking miserable pleaseeeeee, 9-6pm. i'll be feeling darn tired after lunch break and the tendency to fall asleep during BCM lect is super high. /:
well, what to do.
anddddddd, i HATE lighting lab.
BOOOOOOOOOO.

anyway, waited for sherry as she's talking to Mr Wong. (:
andddddd, she's darn long i swear! /:
well, so in the meantime............
CAMWHORED! hahahahahahahahahahah. =DDD
headed to dinner with shendia and weilin at Century Square,
and a top bought. (:

don't look back at a new direction,
i loved you once, needed protection,
you're still a part of everything I do,
you're on my heart just like a tattoo.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Saturday, January 12, 2008

4:49 PM

Temasek Polytechnic Open House 2008!
(:

its finally overrrrrrrrrr! ohmygod.
ONE whole weeeeeek, its gone just like that.
Packing Day wasnt easy for every Iguides.
wasnt really good for me though, shant elaborate much over here.
anyhoo, they're damn great lah. finished packing all the goodie bags on tuesday.
*THUMBS UP!

Open House was never quiet.
i so love TP! the liveliest poly ever! (:
HAHAHAHAHAHAH.
JASMINEchen came. (:
sherry's bro came.
JINzhuang came.
Hadi came.
Gay came.
HE came as well.
SHE came too.
sorry if i missed out any whom i know.

HIGHLIGHTS:
- TP Mass Dance
- E dance
- School Song
- I AM.. shirt that everyone's wearing(:
- Jam&Hop

and well, my friend, CHAN WEILIN, is really dumb.
fancy calling a handbell, dumbbell. lol!
funnnnyyyyyy, and she became the JOKE of the day. :D
and! her phone dropped when chasing after me, after hitting my head with the ballooooooon.
also, CRABS aint xia okayyyyyy my dear. (:

ohyes, and my friendddddd, TAY TZECHOONG.
THANKS for the flea fly WENDY AH! (:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
in return, this is for you:
tzechoong,

i think you are very good-looking.
my email is.... BLAH B L A H B L A H. X:
please dont kill me, pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee. (:

overall, i had fun!
JAM&HOP's FUN, only at the last part though. =DDD
and here, i conclude the end of Temasek Polytechnic Open House 2008!
LOVES! <33

youyouyouyouyouyouyouyouyouyou,
are the reason why. (:

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, January 7, 2008

4:29 PM

hello all! (:

alrights, it has been a busy weeeeeek for me.
rushing BCM project the whole night is sure tiring. /:
well, thank goodness. one proj down for the moment, but more to be up.
shucks.

ive gotten back all my papers for term test.
not too bad though, but Energy Audit is disappointing. ):
well, i asked for it. so, no complaints. i'll study harder for my main. (:
anyway, its 4E3 Class Gathering at Serangoon Garden todayyyy!
HAHAHAHAH.
headed to Liquid Kitchen, then to Coffee Bean. (:

people turned up were,
GIRLS: kailing, geraldine, wanyu, juli, cailing, theresa, me.
GUYS: yangsi, weijian, stan, wenjin, jeremy.

ohmygod, like finally a gathering.
its beeeeen 2years since we graduated from Hougang Sec. HAHAH.
class jokes, gossips, craps and pictures aint a thing to be missed.
**pictures will be uploaded once gerah sends them out. (:
and, I MISS THOSE DAYS IN SEC SCHOOOOOL!
its super fun and blessed with them around man.
man, for once. i feel that they're GENTLEMENS. :D
summing up, great joy doesnt require long duration to bring.
its that little little amount of time spent together that made everyone happy.
IM HAPPY, are you? =DDD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, xueyang! -on the 6th. (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, sandra! -today! (:

ITS GONNA BE A SUPER PACKED WEEEEEK FOR ME.
and, im so excited about OPEN HOUSE! (:

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

12:24 PM

HAPPYYYYYY 2008, people! =DDD
say goodbye to 2007 and wave hello to 2008!
have a ROCKING and FUNKY year!
and welcome my friends, join me in the joy of arse kicking 2008! HAHAHAHA.

okay, wokeup super early today.
just to go jogging with my family, 630am in the morning. /:
usual place, ECP. (:
well, results aint too bad. HAHAHAH.
and guess what? I GOT LOST, yea man. LOST.
i dontnoe how i got lost either, lol! super hilarious.

OHYES, and my sister got her hair CHOPPED OFF!
yes, its super short now i swear, but its nice. (:

YESTERDAY.
PM lab was okayyyy, it can be done super fast.
results taken back, not too bad. quite satisfied with it.
and sherry, im so sure you can do well for that paper too. (:
wells, AM lect wassssssssssssss super BORINGGGGGG i swear!
ohmygod, i tried my best listening. i didnt sleep tho, nearly! lol!
headed to meet my lovely PHANTOS for lunch! :D
lunch was at TM's open plaza, super rush for yiting and i.
HAHA. catching movie at PS then yiting gotta do house visit, so yea, we left first.
ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS!
damn cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! HAHAHAHAH. holy nuts!

went to chompchomp for dinner after that.
-best friend, yiting, yanni, weilin, sherry, sherry's bro; sherman.
its all about that 5MP phone. (:
HAHAHAHAHAHAH.
sister came over to my place, and i feel darn bad about it.
sorrrryyyyy sister! /:

lets sing and dance to the music, people!

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;