;i keep up with a fake smile, wanting you to notice me;

hello everyone!
[:

it has been a busy weeeeeeeeek for me.
HAHAHAHAH.
projs are taking up tooooo much of my time. damn.
TWO projs are finally down,
FOUR more to go. /:

ohwells.
and i think i dont have affirmity with _ _ _ _ _ _.
and _ _ _ _.
SIGHS!
yiting, why are you always the one seeing them, NOT ME!
)))))))))))))))))):

anyhoo, alot of people put FDM as their first choice.
thats pretty good to hear. (:
FDM, from zero to hero. thumbs up! [:

ohyes, and lighting quiz.
~~goddammit.~~
its sooooo tough, i think im so gonna flunk it.
SHHHHHHHIT. /:
EAUD quiz on fri, and i have yet started. shucks.
BAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!

i know you are reading, and im really sorry to have make you feel that way.
she told me about it, and i didnt know it will turn out this way.
for that, i seriously apologise.
sorry.
and i guess we really need to talk about it.
if this continues, its not gonna go anywhere.
so ya, we shall find some time yes? and, I STILL LOVE YOU LAH. [:

the night goes on as im fading away
im sick of this life, i just wanna scream.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;