;i keep up with a fake smile, wanting you to notice me;

hello hello!
(: (:

ohmygod, i know i haven been updating for EONS.
HAHAHAHAHAH.
cos i was having camps and allllll.
straight 3 weeks, i swear.
and ive totally lost my voice, not totally lah. but mostly. (:
anyhooooos,
FOW/C was totally awesome!

PHANTOS
phantaz, phancee, phannyx.

although Phantos was the smallest empire, with the least no. of GLs and such,
but we still won! we even got the best flag, ans that means to say, we got two awards!
not just two, but many.
cos our hard work is being appreciated by the FOW freshies, along with the FOC freshies as well.
in any way,
i just love PHANTOS, as well as PHANNYX!
(: (: (: (:
they rock to the max pleaseeee.
ohyes ohyes,
phantos was Fourth during FOW.
and we're First during FOC!
weeeeeeeets* :DDDD
and although we had some conflicts within each other, but im so glad we got things sorted out.
and during the last day of FOC, we were so united! (:
and this is the first time, i swear, after so long, PHANTOS IS SO UNITED!
(: (: (:
love y'all to the maxxxxxxx.

FOW freshies came down on Friday night, which is the performance night.
they didnt actually have to come back, but most of them turn up.
AND THEY ROCK TO THE MAXXXXX!
they're seriously nice please.
they did a card, a really big one, for us ; PHANTOS.
and we were damn touched.
they started cheering like nobody's business, and we didnt ask them to do so.
they were the ones leading themselves.
ohmygod, they're totally loves. <333333

FOC freshies was super ZAI tooooo.
they chiong alllll the way on Day3.
esp Carnival, i swear. (: (: (:
they dont mind being wet and all, all they wanted was to complete as many stations as possible.
and they really did! (:
and the cheers tooooo, i guess they're pretty hyped up by us as wellll.
cos they're really goooooooood, or rather, they hyped each other up.
in any way, they're really goooooooooooooood.
(: (: (:
and i can see how united phannyx were in Day3, and also PHANTOS!
you guys are totally awesome!
:DDD

and i'll seriously miss phantos, esp the Year3s.
hairil, niven, daniel, roderick, selene and glenn.
without them, we wont have so much fun in phantos,
without y'all, we wouldnt have come to where we were.
they're the ones who make us go wild, like nobody's business.
we cheered, teared and laughed together.
and this will stay with me forever, i hope you do toooo.
(: (:
Y'ALL ROCK.

this is just a new beginning for all of us,
i hope this will stay with me throughout my whole poly life.
(:

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;